Sorry for this delay, in the continuing story of, Faith in a Box. The problems will soon be worked out and the story will continue. Stay faithful fans and I promise you will not be disappointed.

Soon to be released on Amazon.com are my memoirs. Why should you be interested in my life? Perhaps you might know when you read this sample of my Faith in a Box.

Faith in a Box

Chapter One

The accident

I awoke from the coma at 2:48 a.m. on October 19, 1992, thirty days after I arrived at the hospital in the small town of Kokomo Indiana. My name is Rick Leto, and the story I am about to tell is one many will not believe, and others will doubt ever happened. I can only say that it is true to the best of my knowledge, and to the best of the memories of all those who witnessed it. 

I’m told I was unresponsive from the moment I arrived at Howard Community Hospital. My heart and breathing had stopped three times from when I was first found barely alive, to the time I reached the emergency room. At one point, while en-route to the ER, my heart stopped. It took several minutes to revive me.

Except for pulmonary resuscitation, dedicated emergency medical technicians, a great emergency room department, and as many will say, a miracle from God, I would not be alive to tell my story. But this is not the whole story, just the beginning.

****

John Polton, a Howard County fairground maintenance employee for the last 10 years was part of the cleanup crew for Kokomo Indiana department of parks and recreation. John was in his mid-forty’s with long hair, a scrubby beard, and a protruding belly. He was wearing the same bib overalls he always wore while working. These traits made it easy for those who knew him to recognize. It was Sunday morning on September 20^th 1992 when it all began

 A Vietnam Veterans’ reunion had just finished a long weekend event. At the other end of the grounds sat a-lone recreational vehicle. John wondered why it was still here.  It was almost 11:00AM and all the other RV’s and most of the veterans had left.   He walked over to investigate and heard an engine running. He immediately realized it was the unit’s generator. Then it came to him, this is the Reed’s RV, I haven’t seen them since last night. 

Knocking at the door, and getting no response, he began to worry thinking, with that generator running, anything could have happened to them; while looking for a way to peer inside the RV, John Spotted a wash bucket sitting under the camper. He grabbed the bucket, turned it upside down, stood on it, and gazed inside.

 He gasped as he saw three people lying motionless. One woman was lying face down on the floor; two more people were lying directly below the window he was peering through. John suddenly flashed back to memories of Vietnam, and losing his balance he landed hard on the ground.  He sat for a moment until he regained his senses, then he spotted another crew member walking several yards away and called to him.

“Hey Frank, call 911, there are people over here that need help!”

 “Who needs help?  What’s wrong?”

John climbed to his feet, rushed back to the RV attempting to break open the door while yelling back to his coworker,

 “Just call 911 and hurry!”

Other workers, who heard John yelling, began to arrive at the camp site, “What are you doing John, what the hell is going on?” They all said.

“The Reed’s need help, people are dying in there!”

‘What, what are you saying?”

‘Look through the window and help me!”

After looking inside the RV, those that had gathered around were shocked at what appeared to be lifeless bodies. Other men joined in trying to help John break into the camper. Someone arrived carrying a tire iron and after prying it into the door jam, both he and John finally forced it open.  Entering, they found the stench of death and human waste filled the vehicle.

Going first to the woman on the floor nearest the entryway, John tried to find a pulse, but she was cold and stiff, rigor mortis had set in.  Another woman and a man was on the dinette table bed, the woman was in a fetal position, the man on his back with his arm around her, both their faces seemed bruised, as if they were beaten. Finding the switch to the generator, John turned it off.  Realizing what had happened, he began to break out all the windows in an attempt to allow fresh air in.

The sound of windows being smashed was interrupted by the sirens of emergency personal arriving.  Other civilians had entered the RV in an attempt to aid John when fifteen year emergency technician Bob Hoard hurried in. Bob was a tall well-built man, sporting a military style haircut. Bob had seen some bad accidents over those years, but nothing like this. Behind him carrying the EMS supplies was partner Steve Ipolski. He has been on the job for six months, but has never dealt with a fatal accident. Steve began gagging at the smell of human waste when Bob told him, “Hold it together Steve,” and then tells everyone else. “Everybody out, clear this vehicle!” 

Before he left, John told the EMT’s, “We found the generator running.”

 “OK, we’ve got this.” By what he saw, and the information he had just been given, his suspicion of CO2 is high on the diagnosis.

Squatting down next to the woman on the floor, Bob placed two fingers on her neck and found no pulse. This woman has released her bodily fluids, another symptom of CO poisoning, he’s thinking. Turning to Steve, he said “This one’s gone, check that guy in the rear!” 

Steve sets the EMS kit down and moved past Bob and the dead woman to another man lying on the floor next to the bathroom, he too is covered in vomit and feces.

“This guy is alive, heart rate is strong and pulse is good!”

Another EMT team has arrived and Bob instructs them, “Help Steve get that guy out the back door.”

Moving to the second woman lying in the arms of the other male, he checked for a pulse, even though he knew her cold body meant she too was dead. Finding none he moved to the man lying with her. He placed his fingers searching for life, finding it he yelled out at the top of his lungs.

      “I’ve got a live one!”

His pulse was weak and breathing was shallow at best, he was near death. Bob realized the only chance was to get him oxygen immediately. Grabbing the bottle from the EMS bag, he placed the mask over his mouth, turned on the oxygen and then screamed to anyone outside the camper.

“Anyone out there, I need help!” John who had been standing by the door since the paramedics arrived rushed back in.

“This guy is alive; we need to get him outside into fresh air. Grab his feet and help me carry him.”

Together they carried the man outside, laying him on the ground. Getting on his radio connected directly to Howard Community Hospital Emergency Room, Bob said,

“Howard Emergency this is EMT unit 27.”

“This is Howard Emergency, go ahead 27.”

As Bob prepared to relay the information on this man, he heard another paramedic yell from inside the RV,

 “I’ve got two more here, both weak but alive!”

Bob glanced back to the camper, allowing his concentration to be interrupted for a moment. Then he began to relay the important information to the emergency room,

“I have a white male approximately 40 years of age.  I believe patient has been exposed to carbon monoxide.  Patient has shallow breathing and is suffering from tachycardia. He has a heart rate of three hundred; blood pressure is 90 over 42 and pulse is 45, over.”

“This is Doctor Lang 27, that heart rate is dangerously high, you need to shock patient back to normalcy with defibrillator. Be prepared to restart heart with compression if necessary.”

“Roger emergency one.” John ran the twenty paces back to his vehicle, grabbed the defibrillator, and returned to the injured patient, and quickly hooked him to it

“Howard I am attempting defibrillation…! Howard his heart has stopped, I am applying compression.”

Moments seemed like minutes and then Doctor Lang said, “What is patient’s condition EMT 27.” More desperate seconds went by when finally Bob responded,

“Patient’s heart rate is back, I’ve got him back Howard.”

“What is heart rate 27?”

Bob checked the rate and said, “Heart rate is 130 and pressure is 100 over 50.

In the emergency room, several nurses smiled but Dr. Lang was not going to celebrate just yet. “We have a gravely injured person arriving soon, let’s get ready!”

The doctor radioed to the ambulance, “EMT 27, I want you to intubate patient, bag and transport, over.”

“Roger Howard, intubate patient and bag.”

 “Correct 27, you need to get as much pure oxygen down that patient’s lungs as possible!”

Grabbing an intubate tube he slid it down the man’s throat, then connected the bag, forcing oxygen down the tube directly into the patient’s lungs. As other ambulances began to arrive, Bob directed them inside to the injured in the vehicle and called for Steve to get the stretcher.  Bob asked if anyone knew these people. John, the man first on the scene said, “The people that own this RV are named Reed, but that guys not one of them, I don’t know him.”

As the police arrived, Bob asked them to get as much information as they could and relay it to Howard Community. The two paramedics loaded the patient into the back of the ambulance and prepared to transport him to the hospital.

As Bob closed the door, Steve gunned the engine and turned on the siren and lights.  Bob was hooking the man up to the monitor to check his vitals and relay them back to the hospital emergency room when suddenly, his heart stopped beating.

 “Howard, patient is in cardiac arrest. Steve what’s our ETA!”

“Twelve minutes!”

“Howard, I am attempting defibrillation.”

“Roger 27, start patient on 50cc adrenalin and continue to resuscitate.”

      After several attempts, “I have a heart beat Howard, ETA is 5 minutes.”

Arriving at the ER, Ruth Lang was the Emergency Room doctor on duty. She was a young woman, with short brown hair, thin and attractive, even in her white coat, glasses and no makeup. She finished her internship only two weeks earlier and took the job at Howard Community yesterday. She was starting her first day with a case that would make the evening news.  

“I want a complete oxygen saturation workup.” Said Dr. Lang. For this small town hospital having an acute case of carbon monoxide poisoning was something they were not ready for. Dr. Lang immediately went to her handbook of clinical diagnosis. In it she read that hyperbaric oxygen therapy was a recommended use for acute CO poisoning. No such chamber existed anywhere in the state of Indiana that she knew of. She also read that there was extreme pain associated with this condition.

“Start the patient on liquid valium drip! If it is monoxide poisoning, there is going to be a lot of chest pain.”

Turning to the paramedics she asked, “How long was he in contaminated area?”

 “Not sure doc, but he was lying with to 2 DOA’s, could have been all night.”

“I need an EKG machine in here and start saline fluids!”

An ER nurse shouts, “Doctor, the patient has stopped breathing.”

Dr. Lang moves to his side, bending over she says, “Patient has esophagus blockage, his lungs have quit.” Raising her voice, “I need a scalpel, surgical kit and tracheotomy tube now!”

Immediately a shiny silver tray on wheels was moved next to the doctor. One of the nurses had swabbed the patients neck at the point where Dr. Lang was about to cut open. Grabbing the scalpel, she made an incision in the neck just above the chest cavity and inserted the trach tube.

“He’s breathing,” she said with a bit of relief, then quickly returning to the seriousness of the task at hand.  “I need that blood carboxyhemoglobin report now. We need to confirm that this is carbon monoxide, and find out who this man is!

****         

Two days earlier, it was a warm September evening, Cindy and I we’re on our way to Kokomo Indiana, to attend our first Vietnam Reunion. They had been holding this event for several years, and when Roy and Kathleen invited us, it sounded too great an occasion to miss. Roy and Kathleen Reed are a couple we met at the American Legion post after my return from the war to liberate Kuwait. Roy, a short man with a stocky built, full head of hair and dark complexion, is the Legion Commander. His wife, Kathleen, a short woman with a slender build and long red hair had freckles on her face, making her an attractive woman. She was well known for her kindness and was always ready to lend a helping hand to anyone who needed it. They explained they were going to attend the reunion using their recreational vehicle, along with friends Jim and Jenny Banks, also members of The American Legion. Cindy liked them, enjoyed the camaraderie she felt, but because of their tendency to drink and argue, she never really wanted to spend a weekend with them.

 I knew all four of them were heavy drinkers, and with the consumption came the arguments, but the trip was something I felt I needed to do. It had been over 20 years since I left Vietnam, but the memories and flash backs from that time in my life were happening again, just as they did the first few years after my return from the war. I thought that if I went to this event, met and talked with some other men, possibly going through the same thing as I, then maybe it would help.

At first Cindy did not want to go, she would point out that their constant arguing, fighting and swearing drove her mad. Cindy however loved that I was a Marine. She proudly stated to anyone with an ear that her husband was a staff sergeant in the top military organization ever, the United States Marine Corps. Not my words, hers. She also honored me with the fact that I was a Vietnam Veteran, and would not allow anyone to put me down. Remembering our trip to Washington D.C. a few years before the Gulf war, a woman sitting behind us on a tour bus happened to make, what sounded to Cindy as a derogatory remark, just as we were passing the Marine Corps Memorial, “Marines are real killers, they fight and give no mercy.” She said. Turning in her seat to face the woman Cindy told her, “Yes they are, and because they are you can sit in this bus and speak critically of them! My husband is a Marine and you’re damn lucky he is.”

“Oh no,” she cried back, “Please, I have the greatest respect for them and all our troops.” We never heard another word from that woman the rest of the tour. I had never felt more pride in Cindy, for what she did that day.

Like the person she was, thinking only of me, she said, we would attend. The event ran from Thursday evening until Sunday morning. We made arrangement to meet them there late Friday night as I had to complete a nights training with my Marine Corps Reserve unit. During the three hour drive to Kokomo, we talked about our extended family, our parents, and about the weekend ahead. You see, we were both from broken marriages. “Hers ending in abuse and mine in infidelity. Cindy was a beautiful woman. We met at one of the stores I delivered my products to and soon became fond of each other, dated and eventually married. Blond hair, blue eyed, with a shapely figure, and the most intriguing smile I had ever seen.

Our trip to Kokomo was unexciting. We stopped along the way to eat burgers and fries. Nothing that occurred during that long drive would indicate what we were about to experience.

We arrived late, around midnight and found both couples asleep in the RV. Knocking on the door, they were glad we finally made it. We made small talk for a while, and then settled down for the night. Kathleen had our bed all ready for us, with Jim and Jen sleeping on the pull out sofa toward the front of the RV. Cindy and I across from them and a little back on the dinette table turned bed; Roy and Kathleen of course in the rear bedroom. We all fell fast asleep, tomorrow would be a big day.   

I woke early that September morning, quietly eased my way out of bed so not to wake Cindy. I smelled coffee percolating outside. Stepping out of the RV, squinting at a sun filled sky, I noticed Kathleen was standing by a grill laying bacon on a flat skillet. Though it was still cool, it would warm to a summer like day before it was over. Kathleen looking up to greet me said,

“Morning Rick.”

“Morning.”

“Want some coffee?”

“You bet I do!” As I grabbed a cup and poured I asked. “Where’s Roy?”

A voice from behind me said, “I’m right here.”

I turned to see him walking around from the back of the RV. “What’s going on?” I said

“Aw, those people in the tent next to us were complaining that the fume from the generator’s motor was blowing in their tent last night.”

“Why don’t they move their damn tent,” said Kathleen, “We were here first!”

As Roy gave her a look of irritation, I asked him, “What are you going to do?”

“I just took the sewer hose and taped it to the exhaust pipe and ran it out the front of the camper, past the engine compartment. That should direct the fumes away from them.”

“You think that will work?”

“It better, it’s going to be nice today, but tonight it’s gonna be cold, down in the lower 40’s.”

Cindy came walking out of the RV, I handed her the coffee I had poured for myself and gave her a good morning kiss. Breakfast of eggs and bacon always seemed to taste better when you’re cooking and eating them outdoors. Cindy was a smoker, I had quit almost ten years earlier, so when she sat next to the Reed’s to have her morning cigarette, I sat across from them and up wind. Jenny and Jim came out and joined us. Jim, like Roy and I was a Vietnam Veteran. He and his wife Jenny had attended this event for the last three years. Jim was an overweight man, balding, and in his mid-forties, a little older than me. He was a jolly guy until he started drinking, then his boisterous attitude would get the best of him. Jenny was a small lady with a slender build, much like Kathleen, however she showed her age more readily. We all shared breakfast, sat, talked and enjoyed the sun warming the day

Those two couples got along so well with each other, until someone disagreed with another. That morning, even though there was no drinking, an argument started. Cindy signaled me with her Hand, and the two of us were on our way. As we walked, I turned back and said,

 “We’ll see you guys tonight, we’re going to stroll around and take in all the sights. We’ll be back in time for dinner and to go with you to listen to the band.”

“Make sure you do,” said Roy, “The music tonight is Stones impersonators, supposed to be real good.”

“No problem, see you later.” With that we were off. 

“Those guys are always arguing.” I said.

“That’s why I didn’t want to come,” said Cindy, “But I’m glad we did, this is really nice.”

Walking through the grounds, we found venders selling all things pertaining to Vietnam. There where stands with military patches, arm bands, hats of all types and even Vietnam an era uniform.  The most interesting item we found that day was a veteran’s book where you could sign your name, unit, and the date and time you had spent in Nam. Other Vets at that event could then read the book and check those dates against their own time in country, trying to see if they match. We searched the book for anyone I might know, despondently we found no one.

The day continued to warm, and the sunshine never quit. We walked all over holding hands, spending that time together. At lunch we had sandwiches from a vendor and ate while sitting under a tree in full fall blossom. I could not have picked a better day to spend with the one I loved.  

As evening approached, we passed a table that was advertising for non- denominational Sunday services. Asking Cindy if she wanted to attend got a response of, “We’ll see,” which usually meant, no. Cindy always said she believed in God, she just could not see attending church every Sunday. Our faith was something that was at the short end of our lives.

Returning to the RV site, we found Roy and Kathleen preparing dinner. Kathleen loved to cook outdoors and the meal she was preparing was fit for an RV commercial. Steak smothered in onions with potatoes frying in a pan with butter and garlic. Neither Cindy nor I had any alcohol that day, but once back at the RV, we indulged in a few beers.

After dinner we gathered our folding chairs and Headed down to the band stand for the evening’s entertainment. The veterans were gathering early and we searched for a good location to sit and listen to the music. It was evident that the size of the crowd was in the thousands, much larger than any other Vietnam reunion held here before tonight. Pulling a cooler behind us, in it our cold beer and a bottle of Red Rum for shots, we were looking forward to an evening of music and merry. The Rolling Stones impersonators were as good as advertised. Listening to such hits as, “Satisfaction” and “Time is on my Side,” had the crowd cheering and dancing on the grass. It was a great evening but the cold weather was rolling in.

When the entertainment started the temperature was still in the upper 60’s, but within an hour of the music starting, it had dropped in to the 50’s. The winds increased the chill in the air, which gave the Reed’s, along with Jim and Jenny more reason to do their shots. Cindy and I had a few, but we were not intending to get drunk that night. We wanted to get an early start in the morning, so our evening was ending. Back at the RV, we settled down with some coffee and left over dinner. As the others began arriving, the two of us crawled into our bed for a night’s sleep.

All the drinking by the group had them turning in for the night as well. It was around 9 p.m. surprisingly, neither couple did any arguing that night. Jenny was drunk and Jim was half way to the stars himself. Roy and Kathleen were definitely high, but I would not say they were intoxicated. Turning on the generator to allow the furnace heat to run, Roy never went to check on the make shift exhaust he devised, to see if it was still in the same place he had left it.

Cindy and I fell asleep in each other’s arms. No one knew for sure what happened, but during that night, the exhaust fumes began to enter the cabin. Jim would later account that he would wake, dizzy, confused and needing to use the bathroom. He found his wife Jenny had wet herself so he laid her on the floor next to the bed. When he reached the bathroom, just in front of Roy and Kathleen’s bedroom, he passed out falling to the floor. In the early hours of the morning, we all lost control of our bodily fluids. 

****

Back in the emergency room, “We have a possible ID on this patient Doctor. We are attempting to contact his family using the tattoos on his arms for positive identification.”

Doctor Lang responds, “As soon as any family arrives, I need to speak with them. Do we have blood carboxyhemoglobin results?”

“Yes Doctor, his percent of total hemoglobin is 80%.”

 “Are they sure? With that percent, he shouldn’t be alive!”

“Yes, the test was run twice, and confirmed.”

“We can assume that with all the oxygen he has already received before the test, his hemoglobin had to be near the 90 % range. That means all his organs, including his brain has been suffering from cerebral hypoxia for God knows how long. I want the following test run, CT scan on his cranium, an Echocardiogram, and Electrocardiogram; I need to know how his heart is responding. Get an EEG (Electroencephalogram,) for brain activity. Find out who the neurologist on call is and get him down here. I want Evoked Potentials, see if he has any vision and touch sensations reaching his brain. Start mechanical ventilation, 100 % oxygen is our best recourse and after 30 minutes, run another blood saturation test.”

Dr. Lang moved her eyes to the monitor recording the vitals. Seeing the patient’s blood pressure was still very low she said, “Start an IV of blood, I want to get his pressure up.”

 A sudden thrashing by the patient pulled out the intravenous lines from his arms. Dr. Lang grabbed him called out to other health care workers in the emergency room.

 “I need help over here!” As others rush to the Doctors aid, she continues “Get straps and secure him. These seizures are caused by the severity of the CO. As soon as you get his IV’s reattached, start him on phenytoin, that should help calm him down.”

“Yes Doctor.”

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